Confused.

The day was really fun!I really can't forget the joy.How i met my old school friends and how it felt to embrace them again!It was really special when we sat together the tried to reprise the old days again! And among my friends i saw her.She is my friend too.Really?Is she?
And my mind was all confused once again.What should I do?Talk to her?Or avoid her?However,at last I couldn't stop myself talking to her.It felt good.But it felt even more sad.I wanted to touch her.And look into her eyes.Oh,they were beautiful.I kept looking.And I went back one year.How we enjoyed that day.Together.Under one umbrella.It was great.How we lit the candles in front of Rizwanur Rahman's Photo.How we celebrated love.How it felt when i rest my head on her shoulders.Those days were gone.And reality hit me.She was not there.She was talking to someone else.I don't have the right to tell her to sit in front of me.I don't.
And she was gone.
For the day.
For the year.
I missed her.
Is it love?
Is it lust?
I dont know.
I dont know at all.I cant make up my mind.I am confused.